Memorable Moment

Last week I experienced something special. I follow my nice housemate to fetch reverand to Serdang and Carol and Yen Xin back to Cheras....after putting reverand at UPM buddhist house in Serdang.....we went to play on the playground opposite the buddhist house under the urge from Kheng Hiong....at first we are very happy to play and to relive our youthful moment that we forgoten so long ago....at least I am....^^


Yeah!!!


see how happy we are^^


even cheok ee cant wait to play^^

Although this is a special experience....but because of human ignorance....the happy moment became tragedy......watch...







It become a full wave photographing war....haiz....sorry cheok ee....cant help u though....it then turn into handphone snatching event when we at kheng hiong car.....haiz....:(

Thing turn out like this but anyway this is a memorable moment for me and I hope all of u are too.....well they r my friends.....this is why I choose to learn Buddhism....because I get to meet a lot of friends wit different different personality.....a bit sort sort and playful sometime....but they r good friends nonetheless.....supportive and caring.....they always inspire me whenever i least expected it....thank you my kalyana mitra...^^

心声

想当带动员一次，一次也好我也满足了...可是往往事与愿反，到现在还是无法如愿...有时不经义会想，我是不是没有资格或能力承担带动员，我不知道....我不敢将我的这个小小心声告诉任何人，因为我知道他们一定会说安慰和鼓励的话，所以我真的不敢说出来...haiz...这样是不是变得好像违反佛陀的教法吧，因为一直想做带动员，心中是不是起了烦恼了....可是我心中好想喔，一次也好...不过也可能没有机会了...可能自己没有这个能耐所以才会没有人选做带动员，我也知道自己不够能力去教导别人，误人误己就不好咯...但是想到以前被学长启发，自己也希望能够帮助其他人...是不是自己想太多了....人心真的好复杂喔！！！

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最近有位朋友一直找我谈他和她的故事...当然很开心他那么的相信我...愿意听我给他的建议....hehe...可是我已很久没有他的这种感觉了....自从我和她的故事没有结果以后，法侣们叫我别等了，找新的吧...可是自从她以后，很少再有人是让我心动了...所以我有时和他分享时，心中都想再一次有和他一样的感觉....不知我能不能再一次的心动呢？

Shocking!!!

The news come to me so sudden it like a shock to me...although I din hang out wit u much...but thanks for being my fren....today is a big shock to me n everybody...the usual laughter n chatting have been replaced by our sadness....life is so unpredictable....once u think u r alright but another moment u r gone forever...this is life where we will never know when death will strike us....it accompany us everyday...every moment....until it strike with the moment u least expected....so r we ready??? Are me ready??? So we have to cherish everyone we have by our side right...cherish every moment with them....as u will never know when death is here for u or ur fren....but at least my fren will b living in my heart forever....

I will share this merits that I acquired during meditation with u my fren Gary....wish u will be happy n free of suffering....

U always a good fren to me....I will cherish ur memory in my heart always....thank you for being my fren....

RIP Gary....u will always live in our heart forever...!!!

播种的人

Last week dhamma class is very interesting....although the story of the Buddha I already hear for the past three years dy....know most the story....then Bro.Yik Hwa introduce us a few song during hymns sharing section....one particular song really make me wonder...the song is "播种的人" lyric by Bro.Chuan Fang....most of us have benefited from our senior when we are a fresh junior in university....they help, nurture and make us grow up....well thanks to them I am what I am now...although many people did not see it...but I know I have change a lot during my time at UBF...thanks to their effort to put a seed in me(haha the sentences like something wrong...but the meaning is there^^) now I feel that I should be the one that inherit what my senior had done in the past for me...I will become the one that will plant seed into every one heart....although it is difficult...but it is meaningful and this is what I can do to repay their guidance and effort towards me.....gambateh neh!!!

真的是这样吗？？

习惯真的那么难改吗？最近看到的都是习惯....说了也没用...习惯还是死性不改....造成了很多人麻烦。学佛的不是说不要造成别人的麻烦，别人的嗔心吗？那为什么说了也等于白说，听也没有到心里去...看到这样的人不知该如何是好...haiz...自己的能力还是那么有限...不过在我看来习惯不是不能改，只是视乎你有没有去了解自己的问题，去下决心去改，习惯一定能改的，这是我一直以来的信念。忠言逆耳，只是要知道别人不是想说你而是想你变得更好，一定是自己有问题别人才会说你的，所以不介意别人所说，但一定要去审查自己，只有自己认定有问题才会有能力去改....说别人我也有很多习惯需要去改...只是最近又一个活生生的例子在我眼前而已....就像想要告诉我一定要改掉自己的不好习惯...一定能....让我们一起加油吧！！！:)

Just Thinking!!!

Lately something happened to my sister that make me thinking...She gt an industrial training that suppose to last for 3 months....but the company gt bankrupt n she was jobless...so I think that our life will not always b a smooth road ahead...there will b thorn along the way...so what should we do when it happen to us...blame it all on bad karma???? I don't think so....but yes our yesterday choice has taken its consequences today...i think the most important thing is what we do today to change our life...this is also a choice today that we must take right??? Heard a friend sad once:" What we do yesterday is what make us today...but what we do today is what make us tomorrow!!" So the most important thing is what u do today...oso our attitude towards the situation can affect the choices that we will make...well different people has different attitude though...so just think carefully which attitude u wan to face the difficulty in life...if u choose correctly...then ur life will not be so suffering ler...so choose wisely....hehe....^^