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Monday, November 21, 2011
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
希求,向往
有机会在马大佛友之家“华雨学苑”住了两天,他们给我的感觉就是“温暖”,让我有股冲动想住在那里。华雨学苑的住客所表现的都是我心中对佛友之家的向往和希望,只是我在UBF佛友之家没有这份温暖而已。当然,学长的家也会有这份温暖,但每次相处都会觉得自己是局外人,好像不被需要一样。我也想和学长谈笑生风,可以和他们分享快乐伤心,但......我真的不知道该如何呢!我也很想说国能大学佛学联谊会是我想回去的家,但是却不敢面对学长(不知道为何)
每次看到学长和junior或外校生都能有说有笑,他们做一些事都会称赞一下,我可是四年都很少听到称赞,有的只是不满和怪责。有时我会想,我真的一个地方都没有可以称赞的吗?那么差吗?虽然有时觉得这想法不应该,但心里真的很想和学长谈笑生风,享受那份温暖,虽然好像很执著,但那也是我心里的希求和向往。不知师父知道了会不会“shoot”我?哈哈!!
每次看到学长和junior或外校生都能有说有笑,他们做一些事都会称赞一下,我可是四年都很少听到称赞,有的只是不满和怪责。有时我会想,我真的一个地方都没有可以称赞的吗?那么差吗?虽然有时觉得这想法不应该,但心里真的很想和学长谈笑生风,享受那份温暖,虽然好像很执著,但那也是我心里的希求和向往。不知师父知道了会不会“shoot”我?哈哈!!
Monday, August 8, 2011
Different
I watched Rise Of The Planet Of The Apes last week...it a movie with lots of action and emotion...it just a monkey try to adapt to society...where difference is feared...he learned how people treat difference in the hard way...I can felt his anger...his despair...his fear...where he decided to revolt and take his kind to paradise where he call "home"....
Although this is about human and animal...but we all try to adapt to society...well I am....sometime we feel alone and deserted within friends...like we are different...yeah...we can laugh and play and cry together but in the end we just can't blend in...I don't know about you...but I do feel different sometimes...
I want to be like him...talkative and popular...everybody likes him....but if you think deeper...I want to be like you and you want to be like me...even if it is true...we won't be satisfied...our desire is limitless...in the end we want more...more...and more...so STOP it....accept that we are unique...adapt to life by finding our own inner peace....purify our thoughts and action....create our own paradise in heart....and one day we will be like the Buddha....peaceful and free!!!
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Change
Change...we wanted to change but our heart don't want to change...change sometimes is painful and hard...but change brings more things to me to help me learn and improve...we say we wanted to be as good as the Buddha but why now we still have to endure suffering and all the attachment in our heart...because we never change ourselves...never wanted to change for the better...to be more like the Buddha...change is painful and hard but it brings more than we can ever imagine...change help us learn and improve to be a better person...remember change our ways of thinking and we can change the world...with a little determination and wisdom.....^^
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