Small 启发!!!

“ 经师易找，人师难求，教人读好书容易，教人做好人难 ”
（情越双白线第8集）

谢谢让我遇到UBF，遇到佛教，在这里找到良师益友，让我可以变成今天的我。没有他们，我可能已不是现在的我，感恩他们.......现在我也想报答他们，最好的报答就是帮助别人，成为别人的良师益友，让他们和我一样能遇到佛法，活得更快乐.....决不放弃，加油吧！

Life Long or Short Term??

In camp, we usually met a lot of friends...we are very good friends during the camp...we share our stories, our experience in life n our ups n downs...but usually this type of hapiness do not last long...when we went our separate ways...when we are busy with our own life...did we still remember the friends that we made during the camp?? Or do we still keep in touch?? Or if we met again in the future, do we still can have conversation like last time???

Many friends that I made during camp are easily forgoten if we did not keep in touch...so how should we do about this?? Ya I know that this is impermenance....everything will come to an end someday...but for me...kalyana mitra is not just friends...they are my family...so I have this thought...will the friends I make during my Uni life maintain our relationship or do we met in the future n be like stranger???

The future is always unpredictable...how will my road be??? Will I make it by myself??? I don't think so...I still need friends to surport each other on this road to Buddhahood....friends is always an important factor in my life...of course I will make new friends in life but I will make myself never to forget the friends I made in my life so far...I don't know how much I can do...but I will try my best to keep the light of friendship in each of everyone heart...I hope we don't forget the light we planted some time ago in past...sincerely wish that we will meet again someday, somewhere, sometime...^^

"Althought we don't meet in person, but the light in our heart will always shine!!"

Little Sharing^^

I am now working dy....everyday work I easily let my heart wander off...easy to be driven by my own hatred,greed n ignorance...but then I remember what Rev. Ji Cheng say about "Zen" where Zen means the wisdom in life...meditation is a method to help us to control our heart...but meditation should not be abondoned in the meditation room only...but everywhere, where ever I am...still or moving...what ever I do...is a chance for me to practice my heart...that is the true meaning of "Zen"...wisdom is always within us...it just that we are easily driven by own emotion that we forget our wisdom in our heart...so remember to accept everything as it is...never forget of your own wisdom in your heart...^^

面具

看到了他的blog，说他没有知心朋友....他让我知道每个人都会有用面具来面对生活.....我也不例外。戴面具示人....有很多原因....保护自己，保护他人，建立信心......我自己自问在一些人面前也会有面具的，因为不想让别人不舒服....所以找到能让我做回自己的朋友，我都很珍惜的....可是他，曾经认为他是能和我交心的朋友....当初的他，单纯，交心....我永远记得我们那天交心的情景.....因为那天我们才变成好朋友的....可是他开始改变了，变得我也不认识....这才是真正的他，还是带着面具的他? 我不知道....真的不知道....我想和他成知心朋友，可是他的改变让我觉得我的梦好远，好远....当然我明白不能要求他变成我心中所想，我只能说我不能，也没资格成为你的知心朋友....不过不管未来怎么样，我还是依然默默的祝福你....可惜我还是偶尔会想起那天你和我交心，畅谈的情景.....那天会永远活在我心里面....就算你不知道也好....请记得这里还有一个等着你的人！！

到底要怎样？

佛学会是我成长，教我快乐，慈悲的地方....可是看着佛学会一点一点的走下坡，心中好痛啊！很想帮助佛学会提起来，可是却不知如何开始......我不想被人说我在搞问题，也不想给我的学弟压力....说了我的感想就会引起这种问题，所以我不敢说......到底要如何做才能帮助佛学会？？

唉.....智慧不足，能力也不足，可以如何才能帮助佛学会？？真的是如印顺导师说的：“耻有所不知，耻有所不能，耻有所不净 ” 惭愧自己不够智慧，也能力有限，性格也不是很有影响力，所以才不知要怎么开始....万事起头难，只要找到方式开始，相信就能突破今天的局面.....

如果佛学会就这样倒了，Uniten 就会失去一个让大专生学习佛法的平台，就会很多人没有了这个机会听闻佛法，从而让自己过得更快乐....所以为了让佛学会能够延续下去，佛法能够帮助更多的人。“不忍众生苦，不忍圣教衰 ”
发愿吧！！愿佛学会能够延续下去，让更多人离苦得乐....sadhu sadhu sadhu!!!

Pusat Jagaan Beribuan Kasih^^

On Christmas night we go to the Pusat Jagaan Beribuan Kasih in Kajang...it is a care center for anyone that was abandoned or simply no where to go, from old to young....UBF is planning to have a special christmas with this bunch of people....of course first I was scared to approach them...but then what the hell, just do it hehe^^

Thanks to the bunch of friendly kids that make me feel accepted there, I was their friend and they are mine....I met a girl named Nicole...she was only 15 when she was put there a few weeks ago by her parent...but I found that she never hated her life or blaming everything or think the world is no good, instead she have a dream...a dream of becoming a cook...she a special cook with creative talent...she can make a meat ball using small piece of meat, bread n milk(brilliant n creative....I hope i can learn her cooking)....she told me a lot of story that most people here experienced brutality and harshness of life...well long story so no need say too much(I also very lazy hehe^^)

There are one moment where she wrote her thank you notes to Sean(I happen to peep haha)....she wrote:" Thank you for giving this poor kids a very happy christmas and thank you for making me happy for the day." I was so touched by her words....i am speechless....I understand that they don't need our money donation or sponsor...instead what they truly need is our love, our care n our encouragement...it is truly simple but most of us will always forget that...what they desire is not all those paper given by people to them but instead their connection to society...that their heart desire....I will never forget tonight where Nicole n all the kids and old folks there have lighten my heart...my fire for compasion....nobody is born good or bad, it is just who u choose to be....

I will always remember the moment where I passed the christmas present to a little kid of 7 years old...he was closing his eyes...but when I touched n presented the present to him...I make a connection...he look me straight into my eyes n say:"Merry Christmas!" I was so touched that I hug him and say Merry Christmas to him....in my heart I was wishing all of them at the center to be happy always n to have their dreams come true....if I ever have chance to go there again...no matter UBF activity, my own accord, friends activities, my transport....whatever the reason I will revisit there whenever I have the chance...because I will never forget the place that lit up my heart....thank you so much...Pusat Jagaan Beribuan Kasih!!!

I will come back n I will try my best to lit up other people heart just like how u lit up heart....let us do this together n in the end we will light up the world!!!!

Together

"When we are together, we are family"

I like this statement from movie 2012 so much....when we are together, we are one big family no matter who are with....family, friends, organization, etc...so we should all just appreciate the time that we will spend with one another before it gone....enjoy every moment with family n friends...u never know when is the last time we are together....so cherish what u have n enjoy your life...^^